Heaven, Hell and Everything In-Between

Brothers and Concerts

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 16:55:35 GMT

Hey...

yep, it's a while since I posted something here.

It was a busy month for me: I was in Turkey for two weeks to visit my grandparents. My grandmother insisted on seeing me and my boyfriend (finance). So I went to Turkey...
It was sooooo extremely hot there... argh...
But it was nice to see all my relatives... those who I know, I mean. There were so many people I haven't for 15 years... and they really expect that I know every single one of them. That was a bit weird...
*shrugs*

Anyway, I'm really happy to be back in Cologne and now, I can enjoy my holidays: No classes until October. But I have still three exams to write...
*sighs*

And I have a concert to look forward too: 'Fall Out Boy' will give a concert in Cologne on 19th August. Funny thing is that my brother and I will go that concert together. Usually, my brother and I don't like the same music. He hates everything I listen to and I don't like his taste of music.
I think, Fall Out Boy ( and Timbaland) are the only musicians we both like.

Too make it short, he (my brother) bought the tickets and now we'll both go to the concert. We'll see how it'll be...

Yeah, I guess that's it for today. I'll post more tomorrow.

Take care and be safe!
Alena

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 18:50:17 GMT

Since six hours, I am officially engaged.

...

I mean... yeah...

I am still a bit surprised and speechless and I think, I have never in my whole live called up so many people before... and..

I am engaged.

I just wanted to say this... I think...

Okay, I'm off trying to grasp the idea of being engaged.

Alena

Giving Up

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 18:36:13 GMT

I'm really thinking about giving up ff.net and writing fanfiction.

It's frustrating: I haven't written anything (good) for a long time. I have stories that haven't been updated for a year. A whole year!
And I just don't have inspiration to write something... anything good and meaningful...

:(

*sighs*

Yeah...

Take care!

Alena

Art (Stolen from Aileene)

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:22:50 GMT

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

Okay, that is cool... I think.
It's freakish-ly accurate... *smiles*

Happy Birthday, amelia-124!!!

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 18:09:55 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE WONDERFUL amelia_124
I hope you have/had a wonderful day with lots of presents and delicious cakes. *grins*
May all your wishes come true!

*HUGS*

Happy Birthday again!

Take care!
Love, Alena

Stolen from Mickey

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 18:14:35 GMT

Since I am not able to write anything good by myself, I decided that I need help... desperately.

Here is what you guys have to do:

Post a one word prompt and one name (or one pairing), one scenario, and one word that must be used (and what rating you would prefer), and I'll try to write it. It would be good if I know the fandom and the character or characters.

So, please, please comment and help me to write again. I'm really, really desperate. *sighs*

Take care and be safe!
Love, Alena

Taken from the lovely Aileene25

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 16:27:46 GMT

Ha, I always knew that I was heavenly... ^___~

=D

*smiles*

Take care!
Love, Alena

Here it is:

If Lena were a drink they would be:
	3 parts dangerous</br>1 parts heavenly</br>2 parts attractiveness</br>
Get Your RECIPE Here!

La, La, La... whatever (Borrowed/Taken/Stolen from Nightlark)

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 17:49:04 GMT

Create your own Friend Test here

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Just give it try... please. For the fun of it. Please...?
*gives puppy-eyes*

Thank youuuuuuuuu!!!

Take care, ya all!
Love, Alena

Life and other oddities Part I

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 19:28:59 GMT

A little update on my life:

First of all, I passed my statistic-exam!!!!

Yeah, I did it! I finally managed to pass it... and I even got a B+. Yes, a B+... can you believe it...? I can't, because I never get such good grades when it comes to Math.
Another proof that studying is the best thing you can do... ^___^

Yeah, so I passed this exam and I also passed all of my other exams... with good grades/marks/scores... at least good enough for Ireland. *grins*

Something totally different:

Right now, I'm absolutely obsessed with Bollywood-movies. They are so much fun to watch and the music is so great. And there are some really, really good Bollywood-movies out there. I'm trying to buy, rent, loan, borrow as many Bollywood-movies as possible to watch them in my spare time.

As for my writing:

I've written the last chapter/epilogue for 'Circus Boy'. I just need to type it up, but somehow I can't find the time, but the chapter should be up by Sunday... and probably another chapter for 'Air' or 'Passion Divine' or maybe 'Live and don't think about tomorrow'... LADTAT... for short.
Depends on my inspiration... I think.
=D

I wanted to say more, but I'm so tired that I forgot everything. ^^;
Sorry...
But the second part of my life-update will come tomorrow. Hopefully, I won't be so tired then... ^__~

So, take care!
Love, Alena.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 19:09:54 GMT

What Alena Means

A is for Active

L is for Loving

E is for Exquisite

N is for Nutty

A is for Artistic

What Does Your Name Mean?

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'Nutty' actually fits... =D

Just a little post to show that I'm alive.
I really want to write more, but I'm soooo tired. I need to sleep... desperately.
But I'll write a long and detailed post tomorrow... I'm not even sure if anybody wants to read a long and detailed post about my life.
^___^

Anyway... byeee.

Alena

fails

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 20:25:42 GMT

I failed.

I failed my Statistic-exam.

I failed it.

That means two more weeks of learning and studying. Two more weeks without sleep. Two weeks of hoping and praying that I'll pass the exam.
I HAVE to pass the exam, because this is my last chance.

I failed it.

*cries*

Ok, I'm off sulking and feeling depressed.

Alena

Inspirations

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 21:38:05 GMT

Here are some songs I listen to when I write my stories (or try to write them). I realized that without music I can't really concentrate on writing my stories. Although I have to admit that I wasn't really active these past few weeks... and if I tried to write something, it was crap. The last two or three stories I put on ff.net aren't really good. I have to work on my wording, on my grammar and on the orIginality of my stories.

*sighs*

Anyway, I claimed the RaeRob-pairing in the
50_smutlets community. I just wanted to try myself on lemons and smut. I blame this on emaniahilel and aileene25. I have read to many good lemons lime from them that I have to try it myself.

So... shame on you both... ^___~

Yeah so here are (some of) the songs:

Damien Rice & Lisa Hannigan - 9 Crimes:

I have that idea in my head where Raven and Robin having an affair with each other and although, they both know that what they are doing is wrong, they can't stop seeing each other.
It's just an idea... not a good idea, but it won't leave me alone.

It's still such a beautiful song and I would recommend it to everyone.

Damien Rice - I Remember:

Another wonderful song from Damien Rice. Melancholy, but so beautiful... definitely worth hearing. You will love it... I hope.

Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You into the Dark

Raven and Starfire have a talk... about Robin. I don't want to tell you too much, because I'll definitely write this and I hope it'll be good.

Anyway, just let me tell you that this song is so great... and emotional. Just listen to it... ^_^

Michael Buble - Save the Last Dance For Me

'You can dance
Go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home
You must tell him no

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me'

If this doesn't sound like Robin, then I don't know anything. I really like this song.

Siouxsie and the banshees - Face To Face:

A great song for the Red X/Rae-pairing, but I can also imagine it for Robin/Raven.
A bit dangerous and sexy and a great song.

Okay, that's it from me for now... I'll write more songs... and more about me tomorrow, because right now, I'm so tired and I just want to sleep.

Much love, Alena

I Live!!!

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 19:55:17 GMT

Yes, I live... and I finally, finally, finally... finally managed to come out alive through all my exams. And it doesn't matter if I failed them all the only thing that matters is that it's over (for now).

I wasn't able to read any fanfictions or visit my preferred sites or stay in contact with my friends (local and online friends). Even my mother complained that I haven't visit them for a while.

But that will change now. To everybody who are still waiting for phone-calls, visits, reviews, mails or comments OR story updates: I'm back and I'll work on everything and I'll try to update all... okay, most of my stories.

Ahhh, I'm sooo glad that it's finally over...

YAY!

Alena

Damien Rice is LOVE!

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 19:24:00 GMT

I decided that I love Damien Rice. Yes, that I do!

And he is coming to Germany in March. He is coming to Cologne to be exactly... and I have to tickets for his show here in Cologne. I've wanted to see him for forever... and now, I'll will.
Me and my boyfriend will go together (he likes Damien Rice, too... that's so great... ^___^)

So yeah, I *LOVE* Damien Rice!

Ok, now to something different:

I have this class 'Experimentally Psychology' where talk about... experimentally psychology-techniques (...duh ^^;) and many other things. But the thing is that - yesterday - we talked about music and how music can evoke feelings and emotions in you although you don't have to understand the lyrics.
So, he made/let us hear some songs in japanese, swedish and hindu and we should tell him what we felt/thought about the song and what it could mean. It was a really interesting class... I absolutely loved it.

So, I wanted to try it with you guys/gals as well... of course, only if you want to.

I have found/searched three songs for you: The first song is German and the other is Turkish. And it would be really great if you would listen to them (or just one of them) and then tell me what you think about the songs and what you think they could be about.

You don't have to do it, but it would be soooooooo awesome if you could give it a try... please...

*gives puppy-eyes*

Take care!

Love, Alena

Lambchop, it is.

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 17:52:15 GMT

What Alena Means

A is for Angel Face

L is for Lambchop

E is for Enchantment

N is for Nookie

A is for Almond

What's Your Pet Name?

Stolen... Snagged... Borrowed from Daybreak25

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 19:40:30 GMT

Comment and I will:

1) Tell you why I friended you
2) Associate you with a song/movie
3) Tell a random fact about you
4) Tell a first memory about you
5) Associate you with an animal/fruit
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
7) Show you my favorite user pic of yours

And then post it into your journal.. if you want to.

^____^

Stress

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 17:38:09 GMT

Right now, I'm so stressed. The time for all my exams came. Since last week I have to write four exams per week... and that until next week.

And I'm already exhausted and had several nervous breakdowns.
I have to get at least a B in all of my exams if I want to go to Ireland the next year.
I can't sleep and I can't eat and I desperately need some tranquilizer... :(

*sighs*

*cries*

And I'm 99, 99% sure that I'll fail half of the exams and then I have to take them again and then I'll fail them again and then... I won't be able to go to Ireland and I'll have to repeat this semester and...

*takes a deep breath*

Yeah, yeah, I know, I'm a Drama Queen... but it could happen... and it probably will...

Anyway, I wanted to apologize to everyone who waits for reviews and e-mails and comments from me. Just try to wait two more weeks and I'll able to catch up with everything and everybody.

So long, I hope you guys can forgive me... ^_^

... please...?!

Take care and be safe!
Much, much Love, Alena.

Tagged

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 20:57:50 GMT

Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

1. I absolutely despise broccoli and runner beans. I refuse to eat them and I even hate the smell (when they are being cooked).

2. I'm stubborn as a mule. I don't know why, but sometimes, I just can't help myself... even though I know I'm in the wrong. I really have to work on that.

3. I was once, a long time ago, betrothed/engaged.

4. I have more shoes than underwear. It's sad, but true: I'm a shoe-whore and proud of it. ^_______^

5. When I was a little child, I was deadly afraid that my family would leave me alone. I feared that they would get tired of me and just abandoned me. To be honest, I'm still afraid that people I like/love/care for will leave me alone.

6. I collect everything that has to do with angels and Pink Panther. A YAY! for Pink Panther, because he is awesome like that.

7. I never watched 'Dirty Dancing' or 'Titanic'... and I never liked those movies/films. Too overrated for my taste.

8. I can curse in six different languages.

9. When I was five... six years old, I was in love with He-Man and I wanted to marry him.

10. I can't eat pineapples without getting an allergic-reaction.

So, now I tag:

dahman_afrin , amelia_124 , anomalousalanna , evelake , val_creative , nikki_chan_2006 , blossom0821 , illusionzwriter , blown_lightbulb , _momo7_

I Like Myself

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 20:55:54 GMT

I Like Myself...

Because I'm lazy as hell.

Because, sometimes, I tell white lies.

Because I eat chips in my bed.

Because my music taste isn't the best.

Because I can be a really annoying bitch sometimes.

Because most of the time, I rather stay home than go out partying.

Because I ready crappy... cheesy... cheap romance-novels.

Because I do not like Beyonce Knowles.

Because I like Ricky Martin.

Because I only watched Troy because of Orlando Bloom.

Because I (still) do not like/read Robin/Starfire stories.

Because most of the time, I eat more than I should.

Because I do not like Football (but Soccer).

Because sometime, I go to bed without removing my make-up.

Because I do not like (and absolutely refuse to watch) Dirty Dancing and Titanic.

Because I still like and listen to the Backstreet Boys.

Because I watch and (sometimes) enjoy Soap Operas.

Because I dislike Gilmore Girls and Desperate Housewives.

Because I sometimes ditch my classes to go to the coffee-shop with my friends.

Because I'm stubborn as mule.

Because I skip breakfast every morning.

Because I think that whipping-cream tastes best alone.

Because I like to go shopping.

Because I have more shoes than underwear.

Because I do not like Oreos.

Because, sometimes, I drink too much.

Because I do my homework/essays in the middle of the night.

Because I like Happy Ends and Fluff.

Because I wear my Ballerinas when it's snowing or raining outside.

Because I think that Cologne is better than Düsseldorf... ^_____~

Because I am a bit insecure.

Because I suck in (English) grammar.

Because I talk to fast.

Because I think that my cat Leila is smarter than some people I know.

Because I get motion sickness (when I'm not driving myself).

Because I can be bit possessive.

Because I am a Drama Queen.

Laugh, Laugh, Laugh

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 19:48:12 GMT

Write down the names of 12 characters. Then read and answer the questions.
You can't look at the questions (or click on the cut) until you write down the 12 characters you're going to use.

1. Dr. House
2. Monk
3. Smallville! Clark
4. Roy Harper/ Arsenal
5. Smallville! Chloe
6. Toon! Raven
7. Wally West/ Flash
8. Batman
9. Jason Todd/ Robin II/ Red Hood
10. Donna Troy/ Wondergirl I/ Troia
11. Dick Grayson/ Robin I/ Nightwing
12. Peter Parker/ Spiderman

1. Have you read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?

A Raven and Robin/ Nightwing fic? Ahh, c'mon, that was too easy... *grins*
Of course, I read a Raven/Nightwing-story. .. (actually, many of them) and I would love to read more.
So, write, write, write!!!

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?

Roy and hot? Of course! How hot...? Hmmm, hot enough... I think... ^__^

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?

Ok, so, Spiderman

got Batman pregnant? I would pay to see that... *laughs*

So, what would happen? I think Wonder Woman and Catwoman ... (and Dick) would be really pissed of.

4. Can you rec any fic(s) about Nine?

About Jason... ? Not really, but I would like to read a good story about/with him. So, if anybody know a good story, tell me... please...

5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Monk and Raven ...? Oh my gosh, that would be terrible! Raven would kill! my dear Monk.
So, no... never!

6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?

Chloe Jason or Chloe Donna ? Definitely, Chloe/Donna, because they would just be... good together. I could totally imagine that...
Uh-oh... now, I get ideas for stories... not good.

7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?

If Wally would walk in while Monk and Spiderman having Sex, he would totally freak out... or join in... ^_____~

8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.

Clark - after an messy break-up with Chloe decides to concentrate on his career rather than his love-life, but everything changes when a quirky, strong and sexy heroine steps up in Metropolis. (I know the summary sucks, but I wouldn't think of something else. Forgive me... please...!?

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?

Dr. House and Batman fluff? I don't think so... but somebody should write it, because Dr. House and Batman are made for each other!

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.

Flash and Spiderman hurt/comfort fic? Ohhh, I have no clue... maybe 'Two Worlds Collide'. Don't look at me like that... I know it sucks!

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?

C'mon, there is no! plot device to use for Roy to deflower Dr. House .
There can't be!

12. Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?

Wally
slash?
Ahhh, Miiiiiiiiiickeeeeeeeeeeey!!!

13. Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
Clark het?
I'm not sure... Does anyone...? Tell me!

14.Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

Dick ? Of course! Aileene and Em and Mickey and Nightlark... and there are so many!

15. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?

A Monk , Roy , Chloe story? I doubt that, but if somebody wants to write... go ahead. I would read it... ^____^

16. What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?

Donna ? Uh... yippie-yay...? I don't know...

17. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?

A song-fic for Batman

Maybe Will Haven with 'Bats'...? (No pun intended)

18. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?

Dr. House / Raven / Spiderman?

Read at your own risk: Hilarity and OOC-ness will follow... and a lot of kinky sex! (I had to say that... *grins*)

19. What might be a good pick-up line for Two to use on Ten?

Monk and Donna ... that's great!

Uhmmm... 'Do you want to see my wiping cloth?'

(Okay, try to ignore that!)

20. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?

A fic about Chloe ? Yesterday, I think... and it was/is a great story!
21. What is Six's super-secret kink?

Raven's super-secret kink? Whipping cream...?!

22. Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or Sober?

Dick and Jason ? That could soooooooo happen, because Dick is a man-whore, but they would have to be drunk... or infected by sex-pollen.
Oh, bad thoughts!

23. If Three and Seven get together, who tops?

Clark
would definitely top Wally ... or maybe that's my kinky fantasy... ^__~

24. "One and Nine are in a Happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night-stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Three." What title would you give this fic? Name three people on your friends list who might read it. Name one person who should write it.

"Dr. House and Jason are in a Happy relationship until Jason suddenly runs off with Roy . Dr. House , broken-hearted, has a hot one-night-stand with Nightwing/Dick and a brief unhappy affair with Spiderman , then follows the wise advice of Chloe and finds true love with Clark ."

I don't think that anybody would read that... and I doubt that anybody would write that, but somebody should.
;)
^__________^

Ok, read, laugh, leave a comment (please...!!!) and do it as well!

Alena

P.S. Here are (only) the questions... if somebody wants to do it as well.

1. Have you read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
4. Can you rec any fic(s) about Nine?
5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?
6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?
12. Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?
13. Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?
14.Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?
15. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?
16. What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?
17. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?
18. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?
19. What might be a good pick-up line for Two to use on Ten?
20. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
21. What is Six's super-secret kink?
22. Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or Sober?
23. If Three and Seven get together, who tops?
24. "One and Nine are in a Happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night-stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Three." What title would you give this fic? Name three people on your friends list who might read it. Name one person who should write it.

P.P.S People with low Internet-connection shouldn't click on the first cut... just a little warning... ^__^

Snagged from FandomMeme (COOL Community!!!)

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 20:14:01 GMT

Leave a list of 10 fictional characters in your journal that you would love to get a message from. It is your friend-list's mission, should they choose to accept it, to write you an in-character 'letter' from a character on that list. Then they post their own list in their journal and the process continues!

Here we go:

1. Toon! Raven
2. Nightwing/Dick Grayson
3. Arsenal/Roy Harper
4. Smallville! Clark Kent
5. Smallville! Chloe
6. Dr. House
7. He-Man (When I was a child, I loved/adored to watch He-man! With six, I wanted to marry him... ^__^)
8. Donald Duck (What can I say: He is my favorite Disney character and I would really love to get a letter from him)
9. Tom (from Tom&Jerry, because I always liked Tom better than Jerry and I found it unfair that Tom was always the one who lost/got hurt in the end. Yeah, I'm weird... ^_~)
10. K.I.T.T. (from Knight Rider. I always wanted a car like K.I.T.T. I was devastated when my brother told me that cars can't really speak.)

Yeah... so... yeah... ^____^

::waits eagerly::

Funny.

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 17:56:31 GMT

Why do people run from Alena?

There is a little green fairy that lives on your shoulder and tells you to kill people

'Why do people run from you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

No Clue!

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 17:39:19 GMT

My whole body hurts and I have sore muscles.

It's terrible!

I decided to work out in a gym (because I desperately need to loose weight) and yesterday was my first day. But I think I overdid it, because now I can't really move and my body hurts... :(

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Anyway, now to something good: I won a Nintendo Wii! Yes, as unbelievable as it may sound, but I won it. I'm not really interested in it, but the fact that I won something is awesome. I have never won something! ^___^
Although, my little brother is happier than me, bEcause he will get the Nintendo Wii, but still... I won something!

Yippee-yeah...!!!

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Actually, I'm supposed to learn for my philosophy exam on Wednesday, but I can't bring myself to actually do something for it. I'm sooooo lazy. But right now, I'm in a 'do-nothing-and-just sit around'-kind of mood.
So, I'll probably just read browse around LJ, read some fanfics, talk with some of my friends... and then I have to sleep, because I'm abnormally tired.

Yeah so, I hope everybody has a nice and wonderful Sunday!

Love, Alena.

P.S. Did anyone - beside me - noticed that in more than half of my posts I'm whining and ranting or being an emo bitch...? That isn't really good, is it?

^___~

Lost...

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 17:13:49 GMT

I'm sooooooooooo pissed off right now... and so angry at myself!

First of all, I wasn't able to go online for a week, because something happened to my PC and of course, I had borrowed my laptop to my older brother at that time.
So, I was internet-less for a week.

But the really bad thing is that all of my files on the PC are gone. Everything got deleted... all the stories and drabbles and pictures... everything is gone!
Don't ask me why I haven't saved all my files, because obviously I'm stupid and idiotic that I haven't saved them..

I'm pissed and angry and sad... and... I'm soooooooooooooo stupid... it unbelievable.

Anyway, to everyone who wrote me mails and comments and reviews: You will all get my answers and my thanks... soon. I just need a bit time to get over the fact that I lost all my files... but once I managed that, I'll send you all mails... ^___^

Sometimes, I can't believe how stupid I am... really.

That's it from me... for now...

Alena

P.S. Try to ignore the bad grammar, the wrong spelling... and the terrible sentence-structure, please...

Something about me.

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 20:28:40 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Alena
Birthday:	26.04.1985
Birthplace:	Istanbul/Turkey
Current Location:	Cologne/Germany
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	dark-brown
Height:	1.55m
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Turkish... a little bit Persian and a tiny bit Indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	My Ballerinas... I think
Your Weakness:	My too stubborn.
Your Fears:	Drowning
Your Perfect Pizza:	Spinach and chicken
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Finishing all of my stories and losing 20 pounds
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol; yeah; really; ^___^
Thoughts First Waking Up:	S, another alarm-clock gone.*
Your Best Physical Feature:	Uhmmm... my eyelashes (don't ask)
Your Bedtime:	Depends on how tired I am.
Your Most Missed Memory:	Serkan
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Neither... KFC
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Uhhh... can I take both...?
Cappuccino or Coffee:	I'm more of a Hot Chocolate - and tea - kind of person
Do you Smoke:	No.
Do you Swear:	Yeah.
Do you Sing:	Yes, but not really good.
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes.
Have you Been in Love:	Yes!
Do you want to go to College:	I'm doing that already.
Do you want to get Married:	Yes.
Do you belive in yourself:	Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Yes... everytime, I'm not driving and it's terrible.
Do you think you are Attractive:	No, not really.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes.
Do you play an Instrument:	No.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes.
In the past month have you Smoked:	NO:
*In the past month have you been on Drugs:&..39;>*
*In the past month have you gone on a Date:*
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No, I don't like Oreos. (Don't look at me like that.)
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Nooooo.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yes, of course! Haven't you seen me on MTV...? ;)
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No,
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No.
Ever been Drunk:	Yes!
Ever been called a Tease:	No.
Ever been Beaten up:	No.
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes.
How do you want to Die:	Peaceful and surrounded by my family.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Rich... ^__~ ... and happy.
What country would you most like to Visit:	New Zealand and India and USA and Brazil... there are just too many
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color:	Black/brown
Short or Long Hair:	doesn't matter
Height:	taller than me... ^_^
Weight:	doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:	not too over-styled
Number of Drugs I have taken:	o_O ^^;
Number of CDs I own:	Too many
Number of Piercings:	three on my right ear and two on my left ear
Number of Tattoos:	one
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Not having treasured the time with the person I love the most
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Heaven, Hell and Everything In-Between

Brothers and Concerts

Giving Up

Art (Stolen from Aileene)

Happy Birthday, amelia-124!!!

Stolen from Mickey

Taken from the lovely Aileene25

La, La, La... whatever (Borrowed/Taken/Stolen from Nightlark)

Life and other oddities Part I

*fails*

Inspirations

Damien Rice & Lisa Hannigan - 9 Crimes:

Damien Rice - I Remember:

Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You into the Dark

I Live!!!

Damien Rice is *LOVE*!

Lambchop, it is.

Stolen... Snagged... Borrowed from Daybreak25

Stress

Tagged

I Like Myself

Laugh, Laugh, Laugh

Snagged from FandomMeme (COOL Community!!!)

Funny.

No Clue!

Lost...

Something about me.

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Damien Rice is LOVE!